look! its her again!

Try Again

2011-09-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Procrastination. To which extend?

Alhamdulillah, I'm 75% complete with my Accounts project. Not that I'm happy, but I'm relieved. I'm slowly realizing, I've been working on things other than my studies.

And it saddens me. A lot.

Anyhow, marching practices are on again, hopefully the girls still have their spirit from the last competition (back in April). But even if they don't, I understand.. Its cos Finals are starting real soon. Less than a month.

And I'm here. Chilling. (and worrying)

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Somebody just turned Legal.

2011-08-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Happpppppy Birthday to my one and only brother!

Got to hang out with him just now, after 10... at night (Yes, he is a very busy man today) Thank Allah he is home for more than 3 days this time. So more TT sessions after this!

I missed the time when he is with me right after school, on a school night, on a school evening, on a school morning. I missed the time when we sit together for breakfast before school. I just miss it.

But as life goes on, we all have to accept the changes, Adapt. And just keep on Adapting.

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The Last Iftar Together for ZeroEleven

2011-08-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

At first, the plan was just for the 5 of us girls, then they said, hey why not we get more people?

So, I reached Canoodling at 6:30. Was the first to arrive, thank Allah for my berry, I don't feel that alone in that place. There I sat, watching people coming in for their dinner. Due to respect, most of them ate after Maghrib.

And they even had a competition on this ..

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Another Comeback.

2011-08-24T16:22:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Assalamualaikum, and Helo!
Wow, the last time I did anything with this blog was ages ago, like er- 3 months back? And I thought I had the mojo back then, ha-di-ha.

I've been busy with school and prefect stuff. Not That I'm keen on it..

Ramadhan updates? This year's Ramadhan has been a bit more meaningful than last year's, even though Abang isn't around.. But I can still manage it.

I've been doing my Terawihs at the masjid during the weekdays, thanks to my darling Uncle because he usually drive me there. Also, having iftar with my babygirls and classmates.

What about yesterday? We all had a school trip. I think its one of those crazy records where we go with 6 buses altogether and still couldn't find a proper seat in the bus? Yeah, I think so too. And thanks to Hanim for the print outs!

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Lets Reach the Sky~

2011-05-25T17:32:00.000+08:00

Harlow.

My exams were over about a week ago.

Results? Most of it, very disappointing. But its a starting point for me to use it as a way to be better.

Yes move of it is A- but why? I could have got an A. Better, an A+... I'm taking things way too easy now. I will try to do lots of studying during the holidays. Especially with the girls at home for a sleepover.

Hmm Abang is not here anymore :( my bestfriend since forever. I'm happy he is gone for a good reason, entering a new phase of life. I'm making him as a role model. I would love to have the opportunity to further my studies like him (just not something that has got to do with engineering lah) and actually love doing it :)

Soon Aiesya, soon! Gotta work it up up up!

Anyway! I've been really healthy this week as I made sure I actually sweat in the evening. Thank you Kak Ros for being my jogging partner for a day and my skipping rope. Seriously, skipping ropes are essential since it isn't safe to be out and jog..

I hope to bring Daddy for morning walks this weekend! Now that Abang is not here, it's gonna be a bit more hard. But I shall try ;)

Also, the project my 2 babygirls and I, is going really well! We are now entering the 5th week of the project. 25 more! Maybe we should try doing a 365 project! :) like an everyday thing~

We shall do it kthxbai!

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I have 7 more Days to endure.

2011-05-10T22:42:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I'm left with 7 days of Midterm exams. Not so fond of the whole 2 weeks of exams thing, maybe because it's my first time. But it is so dreadful.. I tell myself, 2 more years and you're done. Just 2 more.

But am I that patient to wait for all of this to end? Yes, I'm gonna miss it as soon as it ends. But how much?

*blogging to brush up on my Vocabulary?*

*more like to waste my precious time*

*oh, look at the time, its almost Eleven, ah*

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To all of The Mummies out there!

2011-05-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Happy Mothers' Day!

*what have we done to make them happy today? hmm*

You know, one of the best hugs in the world comes from your Mum or your Dad :-)
I have not much to say, but may Allah murahkan rezeki Mummy, permudahkan segala urusan Mummy. Not to forget, your health, may Allah take care of it.

Big love, hug, kisses from your one and only Daughter :*

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What a Comeback

2011-04-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

My mojo for blogging is coming back! ;)

First of all, i would like to state here, im so happy that all of the marching members of Pandu Puteri is pouring our hardwork on our marching practices. (I know my attendance is not near perfect, but im happy im part of the whole thing) We have been working hard and having fun at the same time due to the bond that we created. I hope it stays through out the whole year so that the title remains in our hands ;)

(This is becoming more like a message than a post! Ohwells)

Other than that, im actually quite happy Fiesta! is over and done with. Next up, prefect camp and HACKS...... im liking the fact that ive becoming more and more active at school. A good and a bad thing at the same time. But this year would be my 2nd last year, so a little bit of hardwork isn't that bad eh?

What else, what else? Hm. Someone's birthday is coming up, i wonder who. Hihi

Oh also, i haven't actually say how happy im with Abang's results. So Dad kept saying i have to do better!

Alhamdulillah.

Have you guys ever felt embarrassed asking Allah for a lot of stuff but never come back to Him when you get it? :\ May Allah put that attitude away from all of us.

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There you go, Fiesta! update.

2011-04-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Baking with the girls, is actually quite awesome! Started the whole thing right after Maghrib. We were pretty done by 12. We did 4 cakes of butter cake, with Strawberry and Blueberry toppings! Looked so yummy but it was pretty late when it all look good. Had a cold shower right after, and that was one of the best things that has happened ever since, this week started! (exaggerating much?). Slept at around 2, and woke up at 6. Crazy, crazy, crazy. But thanks to the cold shower, again. I felt fresh right after!

Reached school around 7:12 .. And we weren't the first few ones. Which was, not a surprise because Fiesta! starts at 8. I was glad to see Daddy coming into the canteen, because I know he would know what to do and what not. He was definitely our Start button of the day. Although I wasn't at the stall that often, during the first few hours .. but I am pretty sure they had everything under their arms pretty well.

Actually making hot dogs isn't that bad lah! Much more fun, if everyone is organised.

And I've been staying out in the sun for quite some time now, my Face is giving me signs to be a Vampire. Ah
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Hana Deul Ses!! Presenting, the best Actresses

2011-03-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Surprise surprise! Someone just turned sweet sixteen. Thanks to my Daddy, Mummy, Abang and girlfriends (as seen in picture). They did a tremendous job surprising me.

I guess the naive side of me did a better job for them than the opposite. Yes, they tricked me into not coming to the well planned sleepover. And I believed every inch of it;

Balik kampung?

Sakit perut, muntah-muntah?

Sedara mara masuk hospital? Kena fly, last minute?

Classic girls, just so classic. And guess who was behind all of these?

*drumrolls*

daddddddy! :)

Seeing them, with that big cake in my living room while singing Happy Birthday is. just. so.

I thank Allah for He, gave me all of these wonderful people in my life. May Allah bless you all. InsyaAllah, our friendship will last forever. We shall lead each other to the correct path, day or night.

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Semester Break is finally here!

2011-03-11T14:07:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah for the great first half of the first semester for the year 2011 :) I hope everyone had a good time in school, be it the homeworks, after school activites, tests, sports. I definitely enjoyed being a part of the chaos. Hoping for the second half of this semester to be more fun and less hectic.

(hectic??? Hm)

Other than news from school! My birthday is coming in less than a week. Ive been doing the countdown since two weeks ago. Not that im excited or anything but, im turning 16 and i could start registering myself into any driving school for the computer test. By doing that, i could save some precious time for next year! ;)

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Slack of Motivation

2011-03-06T12:06:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I've been trying to read up History since early last week? And look at what we've got here! 10 pages done. And a half. I have like 42 more pages to read.

And Perbahasan? On hold, on hold. I think I should hire a Personal Assistant to keep track of what I should do, or not I would be doing something else not productive. Like er, editing pictures (as above) heh heh.

Experimenting, great stuff. No kidding.

Have a good Sunday everyone. See you guys again during holidays? Yes, maybe.

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Lets Try Dividing

2011-03-04T23:20:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Lets see what has been happening ..

Merentas desa was canceled today. Despite it all .. The teachers did an awesome last minute plan, thumbs up for that SMK Bukit Bandaraya!

I've been in school for half of the week for this week. And I don't feel tired. I have my first monthly exams next week, and my Monday and Tuesday is already booked. Also, Wednesday, Thursday. But then, I have my tuition classes too.

haiya.

I am trying my best to not skip any classes/tuition classes/meetings. But sometimes, my studies comes first? Give me space. I have a soul in a body. I don't have two bodies, three, five.

Whatever it is, I shall my very best :) Its my honeymoon year anyway!

K, i think I'm done here.

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Lost Weekend

2011-02-20T07:59:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Two weddings in a day isn't bad after all!

First wedding was at Bangi, a family friend's daughter's wedding.

Then off we go to Selayang for another family friend's brother's wedding. This time, Abang drove the whole way from Wangsa Maju to the streets of Batu Caves and into Selayang. The traffic was kinda crazy but it was worth it! Why because I got to see my favourite girls! :p and Boy.

Rahmah, the little girl who always smile. A shy smile.

Khadijah, the "Turkish" girl. She is so white, whiter than Snow White! I like it when she comes running to me the first sight she saw me, and hugging me while shouting, "Kak Aiesya! Kak Aiesya!" And, no, she is not Turkish. She just look so white, thats all.

Aisyah, pity her, she was still recovering from chicken pox :{ Chicken pox pon, still ada orang suka dia kan!

Alif Zain! Heh, no lah. He just likes to sing to Maher Zain's songs, so, we adopted the name Zain into his name.

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My Two Weeks in less than 500 words. Or more,

2011-02-19T10:04:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Selamat pagi oray Malaysia!

How is it going? I hope everything is going well in February. I mean, we all do right? Who seeks for failure and dysfunctional? Maybe, but I don't :)

Anyhow, school has been good, great, awesome. I don't normally like saying that, but things have been working out according to plan. I'm finishing my homework on time. I'm starting to understand Accounts more. Same goes to Economics. Addmaths? Mathematics, hanging on just fine, I hope. Science? Argh, darn. Don't even mention about it, weakest point. History? I like the syllabus for this year, Greek? Rom? Yeah :) Understanding more and more of it makes me realize, what have I been doing this past few years? My general knowledge is so low .. I can't even name the countries in the Middle East without hesitation!

By the way, I've been discovering a lot of stuff on YouTube, thanks to my classmates! Pretty much entertaining. :)

Other than above .. no MTB for this week, bleh. Two weddings in an afternoon, just too much. Not that I hate weddings, I get to see people, but it's just that with this kind of climate and weather (isn't climate and weather the same...?) I will get tired easily. And it's not like the wedding is behind my house or anything .. Its at an end of the town, and the other side of the town.

Hm? Abang boleh drive sejauh itu? We'll see.

Ah yeah, our family has a new driver now. Dad has been asking Abang to drive around since the Day he got his licence. He even stopped by the school to send me off. Also to pick me up, but then it was all unplanned, eventually, I went back home by Van. Yes, he has been doing errands. He is a good boy, don't worry, he doesn't go partying till late. In fact, when Daddy gave the greenlight to go into KL last night, around 11, 12, he refuses and went straight home. I mean like, brother .. Ok, it's a good thing, I shouldn't --

Plus, Dad has been trying to make me jealous by saying .. "Aaaaaa Adik, bestnya tengok Abang bawak kereta!" Eh kamon la Dadddddy! My seventeenth birthday is in a year and a month, so no harm waiting, and I don't mind waiting! Because, seeing my brother now, driving around, doing errands seem so .. boring. And tiring.

So! Right now, I will just breathe in the air of having a driver rather than being the driver ..

Movies? Must watch .. KONGSI. The cast consist of my favourite actors, also Dad's. Ape lagi, movie date yee! Why, because we enjoy watching these kind of comedy. Comedy with quality. Not that I can do comedy, but I seek for it.

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with The Wind & The Sun

2011-02-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

On the last day of January of zeroEleven, the girls and I went to Kepong for some kite flying! The wind was so windy, one of our kite flew away! Into the lake, or the other side of the lake.. Quite sad though, because Dad was suppose to stop it before the last loop of the string.

On the first day February, my family and I went to Kepong again to try out the new stunt kite that we bought earlier that day at One Utama. It requires skill to play it! Its a great fun! Also, it gives it out a loud buzzing sound when its up, up, up high in the sky.

Everyone should take up kite flying as a hobby. Peace

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What's Going On?

2011-02-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

21st -23rd of January. First time being on board with a friend of mine to Kota Bharu! Such a bummer, we didn't bring a camera along :{ Ohwells, I had fun lah Nadiah!
So, we left KL on Friday that week, and left Kota Bharu Sunday that week. It was a hectic weekend for us.
When we arrived on Friday, that night itself, we went to Wakaf Che Yeh. Its a like a night flea market. I managed to get myself two new phone covers! Worth every penny because I know I couldn't get that price back at home.

We finished touring that place after 11. We were exhausted! Went back to Nadiah's Tok Mek's and terus kroh kroh krohhhh!

The next morning, we went to Rantau Abang. A nice place to shop, but just that after the flood hit Kelantan, the place seems out of stuff. Not that I'm particular with that place, but it's kinda logic and people kept saying the same thing. Over there, I managed to get a black pants .. Of all things, why that huh? Mm, because I didn't pack much home pants, I brought 3 jeans which filled up a quarter of my bag.

Later that Saturday evening, we had a picnic by the seaside ! We went to Pantai Bachok. The wind was so relaxing!

The only downfall about this trip is when I get sick :{ Was coughing really bad, also caught a bad flu.. So I was literally wheezing when we were on the plane back to homesweethome :) And don't even mention about the journey back home, we were laughing over smallest little thing. Sure, it didn't help my cough but it was worth it !

I am glad I chose yes to this trip! :) Should have brought my camera or something .. But camera phone would do right?

More updates about the CNY holidays real soooooooooooooooooon! Till then,
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Escaping the City

2011-01-21T07:56:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Its ten minutes to 8 and I forgot to tell the van driver, Ibu, that I'm not going to school. Alamak! :{ How can I bloody forgot? Eeeee. Yes, it did cross my mind that I was suppose to call her earlier, but you know when things gets too comfortable around you, you tend to forgot crucial little infos -.- Ya Allah.

Why am I not in school again? Because Nadiah and I are going to Kelantan today! :) It has been ages since the time I go there .. Usually, it would be a weekend trip with my brother and my grandfather. But last year, whenever Atuk mentioned about going back, there would always be something stopping us, or me from going. Like, school, activities. Now thinking back about it, I feel so bad.

Thank God, I packed my bag a week earlier, cos as you all know, us teenagers are good at procrastinating! Eventhough its just for the weekends, but early preparations wouldn't hurt..

Have a lovely weekends everyone!

(pause) . . . . Now I feel bad for not going to school. Oh wells, its not like I don't want to right,

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Imagination is the highest kite one can fly. - Lauren Bacall

2011-01-16T09:43:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

A Cheerful good morning to everyone!

I'm still feeling the breeze from yesterday's kite flying at the Taman Metropolitan, Kepong :) or not, but I long for it since first day of school. School has been pretty ok, but just a little hectic. Rushing in for classes, rushing out for duties, rushing in back for classes, then rushing out to catch my transportation back home, yeah Geng Van Sekolah with Hanim! No more rempit rempit like my brother and I used to do last year *wipes tears.

Bak2the kite flying story, picked up Nadiah at LA before heading back to Wangsa Maju because earlier that morning my family and I had breakfast at Resident 28 (myehehehe, padahal Atuk's house je). Hanged out before heading out again to Kepong! We were praying hard that it won't rain that evening, and yes Allah heard us :) it didn't rain at all! But the crowd was a major WOW! We were quite "suffocated" because whenever we move to right, the kite would be attach to someone else's. And vice versa.

Other than that, I like the fact that I actually sweat during kite flying :) Hehe, wishlist number one checked! And I managed to fly a kite on my own for the first time in my life! It's actually quite a surprise because before that, Abang tried a couple of time to fly it, we thought it was because of the wind, but it was actually because not knowing how to control it. A couple of practice would do.

But Daddy was the hero!

He flied most of our kites yesterday! One more thing, I am glad the evening was well spent with Nadiah! Hehe, mmg tak bosan lah jumpa almost everyday en -__- ahaha.

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Addmaths the Circus

2011-01-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

Ive been given homework everyday since school started this week.. Hope i could finish it all by whenever!

I know addmaths isn't easy but i'm enjoying every minute of it! Though i don't really understand all of it entirely. And yes, i'm just at Functions. (the easiest chapter.. Er)

May Allah make it easy for all of us. InsyaAllah :)

And if you ask me honestly.. I miss the usual Cekal/Cekap atmosphere. But gotta learn to adapt myself to changes quick! SPM next year lah!

Have a great remaining of Wednesday!

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In Progress ..

2011-01-10T06:02:00.001+08:00

Second week of zeroEleven! And i'm excited for the results of the status of my request to change class. InsyaAllah, i'm accepted! :)

Have a great week ahead. Play hard, work hard!

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Fruz.

2011-01-09T11:14:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Currently, I'm updating my Pod. Yes, it has been a very long time, but I must do it somehow right.. Ah, it's Eleven and I'm still in my PJs. I feel so disgusted with myself, but I just have to wait for the update to be ok. But it wasn't you see.

"The network connection timed out."???????????????? Since when, I was browsing through the net while waiting. Ah. I just don't know la.

Shall try one last time, and then head to Abang for some help! Have a nice Sunday everyone.
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Second Last Year.

2011-01-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I'm glad I'm in school again! No, not because of the workload, but because I could walk around and not spend the whole day munching food in my home sweet home.

In school, I know I could get something done the right way ;) Yeah like, um, finishing my homework? Haha. Though, I haven't literally start on doing that.. Yea, cos I'm still waiting for the final countdown, cheh, of my acceptance to Pure Accounts/Commerce class.

Currently, I'm in the Pure Science class. Not that I can't handle it, its just that I'm serious about concentrating on doing Pure Accounts. I'm no Einstein, so I cannot juggle many new subjects in 2 years! But the thought of it lingers..

Ah, no. No time to go back. I do, but I'm determined.. What else ah?

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Central Market, Jln Hang Kasturi

2010-12-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

WELCOME TO CENTRAL MARKET!

My favourite pashminas shop :-)

I went to Central Market with Daddy and Athirah, again. This time, my goal was to buy more two toned pahsminas! But sadly, the shop was out of stock, I would have to wait till noon, or after noon for the new stock to come in.

Other than pashminas, Daddy bought a few stuff for Abang, lucky him. But sadly the rock Tees tak muat for him! Hehehe, into my closet then, 4 at a time plak tu.

Apart from shopping, I tried this! The Cute Fish Spa! It was so ticklish, the guy who sat across us was laughing at us. So do the cashier! But a very great fun, the fish were kinda big. Whenever I lift my leg up, one of the fishes mesti tercampak, hehehehehe.

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Cover Your Head!

2010-12-28T17:56:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

This morning, Dad, Abg and I went to Central Market to buy some pashminas! Thank You Diyana Amirah for the info.. The shop that I went to was the first one on the right when you enter the Little India.

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First Step : Dream

2010-12-27T16:09:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

So, I've been talking to my parents about which path/stream I should take next year (FORM 4).

I've decided to take up pure Accounts. At first, all of us were a bit reluctant about the idea of dropping all Science subjects (especially when I'm qualified to take it) but then again, why burden yourselves if you're really into Accounts right? It's not like I studied it before or anything, I just feel like, it is the one for. The One.

I've discussed everything with Mummy properly (since she is in this line) and she said, it is best for me to finish it till the end, till I've become a Chartered Accountant. Also, I promised Dad I would finish it till the end! I'm sure I would want to do it till end, InsyAllah. http://www.accaglobal.com/about/

I know it's still early for me to be saying all this, but too early is better than too late right? All I wanna do know is just focus on the basics, and hopefully with Allah's willing, I shall succeed!

Which reminds me, these books that I bought a week back is laying nicely on my study table waiting for me to flip it through again. Ahh. Just so lazy.

I need a Baek Seung Jo in my life. Soon, dear self. Soon.

But, you'll always have Allah. :)

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SEVEN!

2010-12-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Our Results Day of Penilaian Menengah Rendah was a day before Christmas Eve, on the 23rd. I was honestly calm, but butterflies started to build up when I waited for the clock to strike Ten.

This was on our way from the Teratak to the Mini Hall.

So I didn't get Straight A's. Honest saying, I didn't have much confidence after the first day of exam ended. But Faith told me to believe in whatever Allah intend on throwing on my lap. It was purely my mistake to get that B. I should have been more careful.

I knew many were disappointed, but it's definitely not the end of the world. This is just a bridge for all of us to cross for our future career. Or stream in my term.

It felt nice crying on Mummy's shoulder :-) never knew I could feel so comfortable. I hope for that someday for my future kids, family. Comfort.

Despite my results, Dad kept teasing me with the results I got, and I feel kinda relieved. He said, "You're still an 8 A's girl in my eyes, Adik." But in reality, I'm just the Malay girl who got a shameful B for Bahasa Melayu.

The following day, my friends and I had been treated breakfast and a quick Photoshoot at the National Mosque by yours truly, My Daddy :) It wasn't really a photoshoot, with the poses and high fashion clothes. It was more like a sight seeing. We were like the little lambs being brought to Kuala Lumpur for the first time!

Little lambs? Haha!

Breakfast at Tanglin.

National Mosque. This is when those other tourist came over and took pictures with us. There were from China. They were excited like we were I guess. Poor thing, not one of our camera have the pictures that we took with them.

Funny how a random thought could create a moment like this.

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These Hands are Made to do Magic

2010-12-20T13:38:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

20 of those colourful bracelets by Christmas Eve, then I'll be back for real!

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ICT Photo Art Camp 2010 @ MMC

2010-12-16T18:57:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Kumpulan 2

9-5 from Monday to Friday = tiring to the max, but sure is a great fun! :D

Stay tune for more updates!

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Maal Hijrah 1432H

2010-12-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Watcha be doin'? Woooa woooa, watcha be doin'?

Since a new beginning is starting, I shall scout around for exercises books, again. I need Accounts books so that I can start my home tuition with Puan Rohayu (Mummy) ASAP before I venture into AddMaths, oh the herror!

I shall look it at a new perspective. Oh kamon, SPM in two years, not so bad ey.

Honestly, the only thing I look forward now is getting my licence ready. (Two more years!) Well, it's cuz (fuyo ingat cool lah, CUZ) I would like to see Dad sitting at the rear seat instead of the driver seat.
I just wanna see him relaxed and enjoy the view. He seemed to be.. outdated with the view of the highways. Especially the DUKE highway. Poor Deedddi

I guess my holidays weren't that productive after all. Ha ha, I've been watching a lot of Hawaii 5-0, Personal Taste and Gossip Girl lately. Not that I don't have anything else to do, I eat, I sleep, I text around. I call up people. I actually practiced playing Seek & Destroy. But yesterday was a day off, ha ha.

Why? Because, the Unifi people came over, again, for the 3rd, 4th time, because our connection seem to be haywire a few days back, Alhamdulillah it's back to normal. And no Daddy, I won't die just because the connection isn't running, I still have my phone remember? Ha ha.

Other than above, I've been doing nothing but spending time with Daddy. Yes, Daddy, this holidays, I don't feel like heading to Mid Valley, if Wangsa Walk is okey with you, then okies! So far I've watched only a movie with Dad, why because we have Mr. Torrent at home. Hihi

Yes, we, The Niks are playing goodie goodie with technology nowdays. It doesn't even sound right..

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

From my Speakers

2010-12-04T12:07:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Sometimes I don't know whether I'm being justice to myself. It's either I cross the line I made around me, or I let others do it on purpose.

I'm sorry, self. My self discipline has gone down the drain. I started this no-rice diet a few weeks back, and I've been eating rice since two days ago.
I kept thinking, I did well for the first few weeks, but what has gotten into me to put it off? I don't understand myself. It's not like I don't care, I do.

Oh anyway, on Thursday the other day, finally went out with my Girls (Hazirah, Athirah & Nadiah) to Telawi. Initial plan was to accompany Hazirah to do her shopping, but turned out she wanted to do window shopping. It's not like I needed anything, but I found really nice high heels in mydressroom. Planning on buying a few in the future, but I kept trembling, it's like throwing two stones at a bird if I nailed an event with heels! Hehe.

Lame, I know.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

At Times Like These,

2010-12-03T21:48:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

I want you back

My neighbors think

I'm crazy

But they don't understand

You're all I have

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous

The talk of the town

They say

I've gone mad

Yeah

I've gone mad

But they don't know

what I know

Cause when the

sun goes down

someone's talking back

Yeah

They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?

Cause every night

I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

Talking to the Moon - Bruno Mars.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Dangling from The Stars.

2010-11-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

The sky would be blue, if He would want it to.

November is almost coming to an end. I hope I've done a lot for the past few weeks. Few more weeks till 2011.

It's weird how a Muslim never keeps track of the Muslim Calender. I feel ashamed. I should look up to the moon more often now :-)

Have a great 26th of November everyone. You get it once in a lifetime.

Oooo, Daddy's birthday is coming again. Haven't got anythin'. I heard Mummy is going to the supermarket latro~ Maybe I should prepare a list of what to buy. I feel like baking cupcakes. It has been a very long time sugar, butter. I miss ya!

What cupcake did Daddy mention earlier? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

When Reality Comes in Handy

2010-11-20T07:53:00.000+08:00

10 more days till the last month of 2010 (N)

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Orait Bro~

2010-11-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I can't believe he is really finishing school. Like, forever. Next thing you know I would be asking him, so when's semester break? When are you getting your degree? Can drive me to here and there?

WHEN ARE YOU GETTING MARRIED?!?!? haha k, too much.

Goodluck Abang for your upcoming battle. InsyaAllah you're gonna be fine.

Honest saying, I'm like shit scared for you.. HAHA

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Taste Me, Drink My Soul

2010-11-17T10:24:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I don't belong anywhere but here, in my heart.

I miss the feeling of being at home.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Sekolah Kebangsaan Bukit Bandaraya, (WE WERE SO CUTE! SO INNOCENT!)

2010-11-07T11:10:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

1 Budiman, 2002; Puan Mariana Mohamad.

{I'm standing in the 2nd row, 2nd from left, in between Ashley Tan (R) and Desiree Fernandez(L)}

2 Budiman, 2003; Mr. Balendran.

{I'm standing in the 2nd row, 5th from right, in between Nandhinni(R) and Ashley Tan(L)}

3 Budiman, 2004; Puan Umi Kalsom Abdul Wahab @ Mohd.

{I'm sitting, 3rd from right, in between Intan Maisara(R) and Wan Izzdihar(L)}

4 Budiman, 2005; Cik Zaiti Akmar Mat Zin.

{I'm sitting, 3rd from right, in between Paveena Nair(R) and Intan Maisara(L)}

5 Budiman, 2006; Puan Che Salawati Che Lah.

{I'm sitting, 3rd from right, in between Hazirah Packirgani(R) and Wan Izzdihar(L)}

6 Budiman, 2007; Puan Mohaneswari.

{I'm sitting, 2nd from right, in between Nurul Aiman(R) and Intan Maisara(L)}

Good ol' times, no doubt.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

I'mma Tell You One Time

2010-11-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Books and Vita-C; halo November!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

We Mouthed Hello, Good Morning, but You Never Noticed

2010-10-31T09:26:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

It has been awhile since I last woke up this "late". Yes, I usually woke up at 7 and couldn't sleep back even if I force myself, but I usually sleep at 11 or 12, talking about torturing yourself.

So, plans for today are; head to Pavilion to see Bustamam's exhibition. I heard he's one of the best Malaysian photographers. Dad mentioned, he is a friends of his during their University days. Once, when I was small, below 5, Daddy took the whole family, the 4 of us, to Bustamam's studio, and Bustamam snapped a few family/potrait photos.

I couldn't really remember Bustamam taking the pictures because I was small, but all I could remember is Daddy, adjusting my hair ALL THE TIME! Hahaha

or

..

just laze around the house, like always, because Daddy seems to have his tummy upset because he drank Coke last night with an empty stomach, yeah, way to go Dad!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

This Mouth Never,

2010-10-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Sometimes I wonder, why do we, girls, waste time on searching boys at the tender age of I dunno, 15?

Omg, typing it out seems more realistic.

I've been telling myself, being in a relationship now, at the age of 15, is not worth half a penny. But what happened? There would always be that last exception on everyones' mind, but why love? Why would love/lust/crush be the last exit/exception to everyone?

I think I've been thinking too much, but..

See! I never finish what I started. Its ok, everyone deserve second, third, fourth to the millionth chances. Its nature of life, nobody's perfect, so why are we all being so hard on everyone?

I mean, who am I kidding here? Apes?

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Whatcha Been Doing?

2010-10-29T16:41:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

3 more weeks of school and we Malaysian students are done with the school year of 2010. Not to say that I look forward for it, but I'm sure I would want to enjoy learning new stuff when I enter form 4 next year, insyaAllah.

As for this upcoming holidays, I would be glad to be an angle to my brother since he is facing another battle in life; Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

"Did You Choose?"

2010-10-18T15:57:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

So, I was watching Gossip Girl Season 4, the first few episodes and I came across this! Serena Van Der Woodsen had the same handphone as mine in that season! Okay, I'm gathering myself... But it's just that, not many uses the BlackBerry Storm2.

They. Just. Like. Bold2.

Oh well!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

a Baby Dinosaur Ate My Ice-Cream!

2010-10-18T10:30:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

So what did you guys have for breakfast? ;)

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

2010-10-17T10:31:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Good morning, it is currently 9.30 in the morning and I am so sleepy, but I know I couldn't go back to sleep.

I would, but then I won't. Because the sun is up and its gonna be a torture if I sleep.

I've been downloading a few of Maher Zain's songs and it is.. (I don't know the word) but you guys should fill your iPod's space with he's songs. A great and easy listening songs are great to be turned on, well, most of the time :)

Anyway, yesterday I attended the school's Prefects' Annual Dinner, and it was entertaining. I honestly enjoyed watching the Form Five' performance and also the Form Threes', why? Because they danced, I love seeing dances, though I suck at it, but it is sure an entertainment ;)

Other than that, after PMR, I haven't been doing anything productive, but just lazing around like some whut whut. I am glad I am around Dad anyway, helping him with his Reunion Dinner of '85, yes he is a Johannian! ( btw, if any of you who is reading this and have a Dad whose a Johannians of '85, please please please spread the words! )

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Cool Movie

2010-10-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

My room is in a huge mess. Like one of those tidal waves coming your way, to your hotel room, wiping off your belongings kinda mess.

Hugest..? Yeah.

But ironically and obviously, I am not cleaning it just yet. No, I don't like being unorganized but this is a huge exceptional. I promise myself to do it tomorrow, in the morning. But I know that is not gonna happened. Because, there is just so many distractions.

Dad would be, "Hey, come follow me go there, and here and everywhere!" Me, being the obedient daughter, just tag along and thought, "Hey, this is not bad after all!"

Whut am I saying?

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

After All, it Was Just PMR.

2010-10-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

The minute I heard the screaming from the class above, I was starting to realize, my life as a Form Three is gonna be over soon.

There goes, my Geography and Kemahiran Hidup. Hahahahaha! Not that I'm sad , but yeah, a little.

I am glad, Daddy came in the hall to take a few pictures of me. Daddy, the best cameraman in the whole wide world!

After the whole exciting moments stepping out of the examination hall. Dad brought us to have some late lunch/tea.

Bottomless iced lemoned tea all the way! Yayyyyy!

And then I wonder.. what do I do now?

Hm, gonna look up about Accountancy soon.

Or, just read some overdue story books ( which are literally collecting dusts on my book shelf ).

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

10.10.10

2010-10-12T10:30:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Finally, siblings of Mum's side are all married. Congratulations Uncle Yus, and Auntie Nina !

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

The Thum Thum Sound

2010-10-08T07:50:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

PMR; Day One. Straight after BM 2 paper. ( streeeeesssss like shiiiiittttt )

But, to Dad's rescue, he said, "Chill! Allah is always with us!"

Hehe, he is my source of energy for my next paper that day, Pendidikan Islam. Also, Abang was being so.. Nice, ( well, he is always nice, but this extra ordinary kinda nice ) he took me to Tutti Frutti. I was sure, he didn't know how I screwed my Penulisan, but he was just there, trying to help me to release 69% of my stress.

And it rained too, Alhamdulillah.

Allah the Almighty, is really showing us, that He is taking care of us. He keeps the ground perfect for us :)

Back to Pendidikan Islam, Yes, we weren't aware of the 2 hours ahead of us is gonna be so sleepy. I kept myself calm, and told myself, do not freaking sleep. ( I hate getting the knocks on the table, k. Heart attack! )

Ooo, the invigilator were all so nice :) ( yes, they do have that scary face, at times. But most of the time, they would just smile, or put on a neutral face )

I lavvvv my second day of PMR. It was English 1, English 2 and Geography. ( RIP geography in our souls, but I don't mind learning it on my own in the future. It's nice to know something about this planet Earth you're living in/on )

Honestly, I was scared for all of the essays papers. ( oh my, how am I gonna go through Form 4 & 5 if I am shit scared for essays! )

3rd Day, fuih History. Again, I tried my very best to keep calm. I was getting all those weird feelings when it was about to finish. I felt like PMR is ending. If you're scared of a Ghost, well I am scared of History ten times more.

Hyperbola much? Ooooppppssssie.

K, I have one more day left, and I honestly don't know what to do afterwards. Hm.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Doa

2010-10-04T10:15:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

And then I just remembered. Its tomorrow.

Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim. Guide us Ya Allah to the correct path, and make us all live in the path through out our life living on this planet Earth that has been created by You, Ya Allah. Ya Allah, we seek for you forgiveness. Ya Allah, we seek for guidance. Ya Allah, we seek for your help to keep us calm during our Penilaian Menengah Rendah from the 5th October to the 11th October. Ya Allah, we seek for your guidance and Nur in answering our papers. Ya Allah, we seek for your help to keep our health in a good state as always. Ya Allah, keep our parents and family safe and sound. Ya Allah, help our brothers in Gaza. Ya Allah, this our jihad. Ya Allah, help us.

اللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَآلِ

مُحَمَّدٍ، كَمَا صَلَّيْتَ عَلَى آلِ إِبْرَاهِيمَ، إِنَّكَ حَمِيدٌ مَجِيدٌ، اللَّهُمَّ

بَارِكْ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَآلِ مُحَمَّدٍ، كَمَا بَارَكْتَ عَلَى آلِ إِبْرَاهِيمَ، إِنَّكَ حَمِيدٌ مَجِيدٌ

Amin amin, Ya Rabbal Aa La Min.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

My Outer Space

2010-10-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

Currently doing history questions.

And I am so tired. My mind needs some rest.

School day on a Saturday again... Hoping this Saturday would be the last for the year oh'ten.

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How 'bout Free Make Ups on a Sunday?

2010-09-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Its a Sunday and I should be relaxing. Ha ha. I wish someone would say that, obviously my Dad loves saying that.

He thinks I covered most of my studies for PMR. Obviously, no!

Anyhow, I wouldn't wanna talk about studies, though I still have to undergo an important examination in less than a week +/-

But, I would love to talk about something more exciting.

Honestly, I love seeing make ups. My mother's, my auntie's. I love seeing make up artists do their job, but when it comes to me with my make up, uhh I would just apply anything; mascara, eyeliner or eye shadow.. And wash it off the minute I look closely at myself in the mirror. I just don't feel the necessity of wearing make up, yet. Plus, it takes at least fifteen minutes of my time to do it.

So why waste.

And I am usually not the first one to be ready in the house. Not to mention, I usually wait till everyone is ready, then only I will put on my shawl. Hurriedly. Sometimes, I wear it properly in the car. And it would usually be a torture.

One of my favourite item when it comes to make up is the eyeliner. Not the liquid one, but the pencil. I wish to own one big case of pencil eyeliners. Like the colour of the rainbow, hehe.

But Dad likes it better if I wear mascara. He said, my eyelids aren't as long and attractive as my Mum's. Hmmmmm iyolah!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Flip Over, We Need a Change.

2010-09-26T07:58:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

PMR is in less than a week or so. Sigh......

Look at the bright side, I did some baking yesterday and. It. Was. A.. DISASTER!

Not so bright after all.

Anyway, Good Luck Form Threes, we Can All Do It. Yeah, Just Deeeeeeee it! ;)

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Know What's Annoying?

2010-09-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

My thoughts towards you.

Penilaian Menengah Rendah.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

My Raya Story

2010-09-13T13:56:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

First day Raya; at Nenek's (Mummy's side).

Alhamdulillah, I was a given a golden opportunity to perform my Solat Sunat Raya with the boys in the family; Daddy and Brother at a Masjid near Alpha Angle, Wangsa Maju. After that, went straight to Nenek's house to beraya! :D First house of the year. Met my little cousin, the newborn, Chacha! She is so cute, I feel like having lots and lots of adik!

Right after that, went off to one of Daddy's good friend's mother's house. The spread was awesomely fabulous! Couldn't stop eating, but had to eventually, had to give way to other guests.

Convoyed with Daddy's friends to go to another of his friend's house somewhere in ____ ( alamak I forgot hihi ). His daughter were so cute! Again, I feel like having lots and lots of adik!

Later, that night went to Abang's primary friend's house. Again, spread was fabulous! ( It's like eating non stop )

2nd Day Raya :)

First thing in the morning, we shoot off to Abang's friend's house. Had a Great breakfast over there, awesome company too :) See the monkey above? Yep, she was adorably cute! She likes holding people. At first, of course I was.. terrified. But as the atmosphere turns friendly, I played along. Hihi ( teringin nak ade monkey pulak ni! )

3rd Day Raya :)

My Daddy~o. He is like my very own small mafia.

My Mummy~o. She is like my... very own Octopus *inside joke.

Waiting in line to.. toooooo~ Get a picture with..!

Our very own Chedet; Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad + Wife; Tun. Dr. Siti Hasmah.

Daddy being interviewed by Bernama TV, sadly we didn't get to catch that night's news. Hehhh!

Our 3rd Day of Raya started off quite well. Left the house around 9 to go to The Mines and beraya at Tun's house. We couldn't bring the car into the neighbourhood ( security purposes ), so we had to park at the Palace of the Golden Horses' parking space. Since we had no car after that, we had to wait for a mini van to take us to Tun's house. The queue was long! Waited for almost 15 minutes, and instead of a mini van, a long tramp came to save us! ( a tramp is like a train, but just without the proper railways and stuff )

Honest saying, I feel like I am on a tour! Hihihi.

Wafi; the guy with the awesome cheeks, he so cute, he loves the camera!

Next pit stop; Daddy's friend's house. Food looks incredibly delicious.. sadly I was fasting. Rushed home because someone wanted to visit our home for raya. And it's our Auntie Lin, my makcik yang suke bercerita :P Helped Mummy to quickly prepare the food and drinks. No photos though because.. I forgot -_-

4th Day Raya :)

We didn't dooooo much, which is why our attire is a bit different from the other Raya Days. Followed Dad's good friend to Kelab Darul Ehsan for a badminton session. Why? Because he's son insisted on beating me on a set of badminton game.

But obviously that didn't happen! Hahahaha.

Heading off to my friend's later if Daddy is caring enough to send me :) Which I think he would because it's he's anak angkat's house, kan?

Hihi, have a good day everyone.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

If This is What I'm Feeling, Then Thank You Yuna! I'm Inspired

2010-09-11T17:04:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Tak semua kau rencana kan berlaku

Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku

Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta

Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku

Oh ini tidak adil

Untuk kau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga

Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucap tak pernah engkau tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah kau cuba ringkan

Bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut

Mengakui cinta kepadamu

Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan

Bila bersamamu

Kau bukan milikku

Dan engkau pun tahu

Kau bukan milikku

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Joy! Joy!

2010-09-10T13:59:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Berlalu sudah bulan puasa

Masa untuk bersuka-ria

Oh yeah

Raikan hari raya

Kawan-kawan semuanya happy

Kekasih pulang dari oversea

Oh yeah

Samalah kita nanti

Mungkin dahulu terasa sepi

Hanya keluarga yang menemani

Tapi sekarang tidak lagi

Chorus

Raya kali ini mungkin berbeza

Kerna ku ada dia

Nyalakan pelita cinta di hari raya

Hati seperti bunga api bersama dia

Oh indahnya

Ku jatuh cinta di hari raya

Cinta di hari raya

Semangat kita nak bangun pagi

Pakai cantik-cantik hari ini

Oh yeah

Nak jumpa somebody

Rumahku dihiasi indah

Senyum sehingga hujung telinga

Oh yeah

Tunggu kekasih hati

Syawal kali ini ku tak sabar

Hati terasa berdebar-debar

Oh yeah

Diri sudah berpunya

Cinta di hari raya

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

PS: But I am not in love with anyone, I am in love with this song. Oh well, have a joyous Syawal everyone ;)

Like a Blossom.

2010-09-08T23:15:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Raya is in one or two more days, and I don't feel the vibe yet although Daddy has been cooking rendang for the past few days. I would like to make Penilaian Menengah Rendah as the reason for the lack of excitement, but that is stuhhhhtUuuuuUupiD. K, no PMR is no funny monkey business, but kamon lah, if anyone would be in my shoes, Raya comes first, then studies.

( After all, what happened to the past 9 months? We studied like some ______. Well, they did, and as for me? Ha ha )

See that messy table of mine? I've been studying, but I just don't think I am up for it after a long day in the kitchen. So, there goes my day.

But today was a bit different because Daddy decided to go into KL and go to that place in front of Time Square to pick he's Nokia phone up. ( Which remindes me, he is currently using my old Nokia 5300; one of the first Xpress Music phones. Its so cute, I am so jealous now haha. ) I am always fascinated by the roads of KL. Minus the crazy traffic and the heat, I wouldn't mind a walk around town. Wanna feel like a tourist lah.

I miss being on airplanes with big haversack on my back. Oh wait, how can I sit like that la? Haversack have to be put below the seat or the compartment above the head kan?

What am I saying now. Sleeping time. I miss my bedtime before 10. ( Screw holidays )

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

There Were 7 Colours, Now That You're Gone, I'm Left With 6.

2010-09-06T12:23:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I didn't know why I slept so late last night. I don't feel like a zombie yet because of the heat coming from the rendang I helped Daddy cook. But now, I am having the biggest urge to cuddle with my favourite pillow on my bed. I am so tired. I am tired of facing another day without any.. ~ er never mind.

( No point saying anything now, especially when no results would be shown )

Haih.

I need to start exposing myself to the world now, been staying in for far too long. Okay! What a lie, I've been going out, but with a stoned face, so I don't feel like I am out.

Make sense? No?

Boy, whenever did I ever make sense in anything now? All I want to do now is read every single word stated in the textbooks on the my study table.

But, whenever I start reading, my mind would be some elsewhere.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

PS: You took away my favourite colour; Indigo. Indigo suit the calmness in me. But what happened ay? Yep, you took that away, and now I am left with the biggest colour on the rainbw, Red, angsts.

No Boundaries

2010-09-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Greetings, loved ones ;)

Early ( early like 6.45 ) in the morning today, Daddy, Abang and I went to the wet market to buy ingredients for our rendang. ( Yes, Raya is in less than 5 days! ). I enjoyed my trip to the market except for the seeing a homeless man sleeping on the floor part, seeing a rat running around, also seeing headless chicken ( dead ones, hehehe ) and omg, cats.

I hate admitting this, but I felt uneasy. Don't get me wrong, I love seeing fresh food on the counters, but the surroundings. I quote my cousin, Carrina, "Aiyo!"

Its like I have to watch every single step I take so that I don't step on any creatures.

Other than that! I've been doing a lot of melting beads today, colourful melting beads. ( Referring to the picture above, I used that little space of my room to place my ironing board, the iron and that big plastic case full of beads! ) I am pretty sure, my Mum would freak if I still haven't move those stuff before bed time. Ha ha

Ugh, I am so malas la. I want someone else to do it for me this one time. I just don't know where to put my stuff anymore, there is just so many books on the table. ( Hehe, I smeeeeeell PMR )

Also, I hear firecrackers. Imagine hearing it during the day, like noon kinda day, yeah bright bright bright day. Oh my, what can they see la when they burn the crackers, nothing right? Just.. bright-ish kinda sight.

"Aiyo!"

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

When You Let Your Heart Win

2010-09-04T06:58:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Yesterday, September the 3rd was one of the most relaxing day of my whole life in school as of 2010. We didn't study much. Though I was eager to sit in class and wait for a discussion about our Trials, but no. All of the teachers were in Raya spirit already! :)

Other than that, I got an invitation to the Prefects' Dinner. And I am beyond excited because this would totally be my first Prefect's Dinner, ever. And also, I don't really know what to wear. Thought of wearing a very classic baju kebaya. Wait, maybe semi-modern. But the thought of c l a s s i c, hmmmmmmm~

( Shall ask Daddy's opinion )

Talking about Daddy, I told him my Trials results; 6As 2Bs. And he is beyond disappointed. But he still congratulated me :'| I shall work really hard for PMR now. Argh. I love my Daddy so much, sometimes I am scared I would hurt him in the future because of my stupidity.

Daddy has given us all so much, at times I am amazed by his hardwork. He has the willpower, he has everything that I don't. If he wants me to stand tall, then I will. I must!

After all, I only have one Daddy, kan?

Hehe, I am a happy girl after all. Happy shit that is :B

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Hit Forward, Please

2010-08-31T18:39:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

What happens, When all you do now is, Wait

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

The Mess We Didn't Plan

2010-08-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Thanks lil girls, for accompanying me for the night. Thanks to Dad the most, he brought up the idea. It was in fact, a night full of food. Didn't eat much, but the spread was certainly delicious ;)

( I really wish, I have an additional tummy )

Anyway, yesterday, when they were at my house, we talked about, What are we gonna do after PMR?

Mmmmm, I think I know what I want to do, but I don't think I would be up for it. Initial plan was to take up Accounts tuition ASAP. But, oh my, what was I thinking, I need to rest. ( It's not like I study around the clock hihi, but.. ) Or maybe work around town. I know a place my Daddy would approve :)

But I don't dare skipping school since I am Blue now. I would, but nah. I play a huge role in school now and I shall keep it that way.

I am also planning on taking a few classes at a tuition centre rather than asking the teacher to come to the House, and do a one to one. It would be so much fun now that I am leaving school in less than 3 years ( tears ).

Oh my, why am I thinking way forward?

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Dearest Brother Bear.

2010-08-28T07:47:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave all of us another day :)

Its my Brother's birthday today, and being our usual selves, no special gifts because everyday being together is already a special gift.

But yea, Daddy and Mummy took us out for dinner to our 3rd Home, Cozy House in Great Eastern. Again, just having dinner like usual. No special cake, nothing. If I were my brother, I would sulk. But no, Abang, he is different.

He doesn't care. Actually, at times I wonder what does he really take into mind. At one point, I feel like screaming in his ears and say Grow Up and Choose Whats Important.

But no, because I know, he has a heart for everything and everyone. He just doesn't show it. But when he is sad, I can tell. But still, we gotta look closely and feel it in our heart to feel his expression..

Abang, he is like, another piece of myself. Example, when he is away for a weekend to do his activities, I felt alone.. Depressed. I can never imagine Abang being away for PLKN :'( Its gonna be a hard time for all of us, I can tell.

I love my Brother, I really do. I just hope nothing stupid would come in between both of us to make us fall apart.

Wildest things came true, and he Knows that. I just don't want it to happen to us.

As far as I am concern, Allah already planned everything for us, Kunfayakun.

If Allah wants it to happen, then it will happen.

I believe in my Abang to continue his duty as my Piggy Backer.

( Shit I am already missing you, Brother bear )

On a lighter note, Get your driving licence now please. Don't wait till SPM is over :))

Just have a blast Big Bro, from your forever young little Sissssss. Hihi

Who says We Are Normal.

I Hope I am Not Bewildered

2010-08-27T16:01:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Trials.. Finally over. Didn't feel that pressured during that period of time, because well I didn't study much. I am just patiently waiting for the real thing, PMR.

(What is it gonna be like)

Honestly, sometimes the only thing I fear is forgetting my number to be filled on the front page of the exam booklets, no kidding.

But on the other hand, I am scared of the Result Day even more than doing the exam itself. I hope there is some rationality there.

But, no. I've lost my rationality nowdays, and I don't like it. Well, actually I do. Because I don't feel pressured. I feel like a kid again.

Oh wait, no. I feel like. I am responsible-less. No weight on the shoulders, no extra thinking for someone.

I think I just told a lie. I don't know what I am feeling right now. I am just glad Trials is over and I'm going to start on some relaxation.

Raya is coming soon anyway.. It Means, Ramadhan is ending :'(

So are you ready, kids?

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

When I am Out Shopping, Its Like Having a Gun

2010-08-22T11:10:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Thank You Daddy, he made my night tonight. He finally brought us to Danau Kota for T-Shirt shopping! :D It ain't dirt cheap but a total worth!

One thing for sure, we (Abang and I) rushed because Daddy was waiting in the car -_- Never ask a girl to rush her shopping time, haha. K just kidding.

I don't mind being rushed during shopping, but at least 20 minutes k.

I bought myself just two t-shirts, but its ok, its not like I needed more. I need baju kurunggg! Still haven't the chance to go Raya shopping.

I don't mind buying ready made baju kurung.. Though, it would be my first. Hm. Should be okay right right.

FINALLY, my very own The Beatles t-shirt :D

AC/DC, Angus Young, mind of a true guitarist.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

I am Overloved

2010-08-21T08:44:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Ramadhan this year has reached its 1/3 month of age and I am in utter shock. What have I done for the past 10 days? Have I feed any misfortune Muslims for their breaking fast? Have I recite the Quran more than 10 pages? Have I? Have you?

So, for the upcoming 20 days, InsyaAllah I will try to increase doing good deeds and stop making sins.

I am still amazed of how fast the time goes by. Trials is left with only 4 more days.

The beginning of Trials felt like... (inserting a bad word) because I don't think I am near ready. Yes, I studied. But I don't think I revise because I was busy acting tired. Ugh

No, fasting is not one of the reason why I am lazy. I am lazy because I am.

Fasting is a.. - the best thing I could hold on to so far. And My Family.

My Daddy, my Mummy and my Abang. They are the ones who usually holds me to the ground. I cannot imagine myself hating them to the core. Because they make me feel Over Pampered, Overloved.

But I should try loving Allah and Rasulullah more.. :)

Cheer up, people. We are in the most holy month of the year. Ramadhan Al-Mubarak.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Ahlan Wasahlan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!

2010-08-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Currently, its 11 in the night. And I was suppose to sleep an hour ago, but somebody called and I just couldn't resist to.. talk :)

But then the connection went *

On a lighter note, Abang installed the new and updated Kaspersky (yeah, the Jackie Chan Kaspersky because JC is good at fighting, so does Kaspersky). Everything was working so well until this came out when I wanted to view my blog, haha

Blocked by parental control
Reason : Heuristic analysis (drugs)

Drugs, maybe because of the word "addict" in my URL. :B I should change it soon, but then again, why? I am comfortable with it.

Not to say that.. I am easily addicted. But jyeah, why not ayy?

Oh oh.

What has happened in the past few decades of my life. Letmesee.

I am a certified prefect for session 2010/2011, and I am beyond ecstatic to wear blue again. Which I did, on last Monday. And you know what was I feeling, I was feeling giddy. Why? Because I was wearing new clothes again! :D

(Up till now, I still feel bad for my whities. I just bought them early of this year, and now I am blue)

First day of Puasa was. Normal.
Had tuition from 5 till 7, so I didn't really feel any difference from my other normal non-fasting days, just that after I came back from school I didn't do anything but laze around on the sofa until its time for tuition, which is a whole 2 hours.

I must admit, I did feel tired, but lazy? Wow, what a progress!

Forward to Friday..
During guitar class. Wait, before that. I went to the counter to pay our (Abang and I) fees, and guess who attend me. Hmmmmmmmm :) I know, I know. He is just another musician, but my oh my, his Hazelnut eyes.. * speechless.
But I managed to regain all of my sanity the minute I told him my full name. Ha ha. Was just one of those epic moments you get when you stay at home so much and all you did was studying. After everything is settled at the counter, I went to class and waited.
(Not saying that I stay at home so much, and all I did was study, but I haven't been hanging out with anyone other than.. my Brother. Sad, I know)

Back to, during guitar class, Felix, our teacher asked us to create a riff based on the scales he gave earlier. And I was beyond... blur. I am not good at this last minute assignment. So obviously guessed, all I did was making faces while figuring out what am I suppose to do.

Honest saying, I don't like doing my own riff, call me boring but I prefer using others' and master it well enough to make a good solo.

Oh what am I saying, I am not into this just yet. But it has been almost 9months. :( Am I wasting my time and money?

Talking about time and money, when will we (Abang and I) go to Subang and purchase that Decorate album? I am tired of browsing through YouTube to hear Yuna's songs over and over again.

Also, I haven't shop for a single thing for Raya this year. Might as well just buy the ready made baju kurung.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

In The End, We Are All Alone

2010-08-07T19:40:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I've been wanting to post something in here for quite some time, but it's either I think too much and decided to close this tab, or just forgot the whole script and decided to close this tab.

However, I should at least post a decent text about hows life treating me..

But then, I just don't.
Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Fantastic Posing Green

2010-07-31T20:50:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

How was my week?

Let's see, let's talk.

I just realized that I have a mere of 2 months before my Penilaian Menengah Rendah. And then I am off to the next chapter of my life, my life as an Upper Former.

Why haven't I realize this fact 7 months ago? I mean, I should be studying and having the time of my life, because sooner or later, I am going to be 16, then having a roundabout to my 17th year, and poof! There goes my school life.

Why was I so reluctant to believe Form Three is not hard, I just needed to put my untouched efforts to make it possibly easy.

I can't say I hate myself for this, but within myself, I believe every move I made 7 months ago.. is helping me now.. I am starting to believe that the next 2 months is gonna be one of the best months I am gonna have in the year 2010.

I should state an obvious reason, but I just couldn't find the true words to make others understand.

I don't need new clothes, I need new workbooks. I need it fast so that I could finish it, rather than wondering, how would this subject important in my life.

I need examples.

I wanna be able to stay up late with a pen in my right hand, and a book scribbled with thousand of notes in front of me.

So what if I don't make any sense? It's not I am gonna handcuffed or something, right.

Grow up dearself, you have a life to lead!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Worst Enemy, My Grudges.

2010-07-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Grudges go away, come again another day.

O' Allah the Almighty, give me faith to make a change within myself.

I thought I was the foolish one, heh. Now now, where is my dinner. I needah eat :(

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Pull Me Back

2010-07-23T22:30:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

This week had been a hectic week.

Firstly, I had to catch up on a lot of classworks since I didn't attend school for 3 days. Not to forget.. Kelas Intervensi. Its language week, so a lot of essays and karangan have to be done. But being me, always takinmg everything so slowly, I managed to do only BM.

Oh man. Which reminds me.

I have like 1, 001 more notes to copy. I know I am getting my first late in my Science notebook this year.. But I just didn't have the effort to go up to teacher and say, I need to borrow a friend's book.

haiya.

And beloved Pengetua is moving, because she got promoted. Truthfully I am gonna miss her. Her farewell is on next Tuesday. Class is doing a choir on You Raise Me Up. We nailed it during the first practice.

BUT THE SCHEDULE IS SO TIGHT. Its ok, we can do this. We have to do it.

Not to forget about Prefects' performance. Ok. I gotta start focusing on my studies. Trials in 27 days.

Ey?

My sentences are all over the place.

I should put a dot somewhere.

Hm.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Back to Reality

2010-07-20T10:49:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I miss you too.

Hehe, tak sangka ada jugak orang yang menyedari kewujudan Nik Aiesya Rafieqa ni lagi kan.

Routine saya di sekolah..

At 7, dah sampai sekolah. Get ready, sign in for prefects.

7.15, start my duty at the F1. Halau-halau di laluan yang sepatutnya.

Dadada, dah 7.30, kena ada di kelas masing-masing and make sure everyone duduk dalam barisan, no spaces in between.

All set, then nyanyi Negaraku, lalalala.

After students dah boleh bangun dan pergi ke kelas untuk mulakan apa-apa yang patut, kena ada dekat halangan. Check siapa-siapa yang buat kesalahan, kena make sure everything okay with all the students yang kena tahan.

Then baru pergi briefing/meeting, by that time dah 8 dah!

Masuk class, belajar seperti biasa. Lalala, 10 turun pergi recess.

10.10 start duty sampai 10.40.

Masuk class, belajar lagi sampai 2.30 :) kecuali nak pergi tandas ke ape ke kan hahaha

Habis sekolah, terus turun ke tempat motor, and balik. Cannot lepak di gate A sebab takut Abang bising :(

....

Bosan kan Siti Nur Nadiah, tapi tu lah tanggungjawab saya. Doakan je la kulit I kembali normal so that I senang nak jalan ke tempat orang berchit-chat, TELAWI hehe. Rather than balik terus with Abang kan?

&& if you have satu guni of stories for me, I ada 5 guni of story morrrry for you! :D

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

PS: Terkejut tau post gmbr I makan chocolate cake sambil menjilat jari :P RINDUUUUU

Just in Time to Throw Your Soul Away

2010-07-19T10:44:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I greet people with a smile, more of a little grin to make them feel welcome in my life. All these time, I've been putting pressure on myself just to make others think of me as a good girl.

It's not like I am doing drugs, smoking ciggs or sleeping with boys on alternate nights.

But.

It's just that at times when you are pretty Dazed and Confused about life, you've got no one to turn to, but to your heart and your God, but in my case, my God is Allah. I believe in my Allah.

It's like those people I made them feel welcome have been secretly vanished. One by one, one after another.

And I often question this to myself, Why bother making them feel welcome when you yourself are slacking out?

Have I got the answer?

I don't need an answer to life, I just need guidance from Allah.

Then why am I still pushing others to guide me?

Believe me, when you are having a good laugh, cherish it and think of it as a little break you rarely get from this awkward life full of cruelty.

Yea, for the first few months were awesome, but now? Just out, running around playing police and thieves with people I thought I would be comfortable with for the rest of my life.

I'd know if one day we would be colliding, but now I don't think I would want to know.. I am done believing everything I fantasized would come to real life. Because if it would then its gonna get pretty ugly.

Hey, Soul Sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

I Think Its About Time

2010-07-18T10:26:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

What if life brings the worst out from the best?

Am I ready for a change?

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Give Me That Icepack

2010-07-16T06:52:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Here I am staring at my laptop screen. Before 7 in the morning, wondering what am I going to do for the next 5 hours at home, with both my grandparents and my two funny maids (funny because they are sisters).

Here I am sitting on this not-so-comfortable chair wearing my ever so comfortable leggings, wondering why am I not strong to face the fact that my face would horrid many people, but not knowledge?

Oh, right. How can I even face school when my own face couldn't face the world?

Current status of myself, blank.

I don't know how to cope with this anymore, thought of just scratching my whole face for the next 5 minutes, but the consequences?

Ever taught of how lucky you all are? To not be in my position right now? To not have this Eczema?

Just be thoughtful, and praise Allah.

I feel like this time around, I am the luckiest person to have this unlucky face.

Why? Because I turn to Allah first, not the doctor, not my family.

Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Let's Start Counting, and Mark Red on the Last Day

2010-07-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Sometimes I feel that the only place I could tell anyone, everything is at home in Abang's room. Abang, he is like the only person I could turn to whenever I am happy, sad, or just.. normal.

He may not be the guy every girl would fall for; every girls' man, but he has the values of a trusted and highly respected human.

After hearing the news about him going off for PLKN for the whole three months in 2011, I don't really know what to feel;

either to feel happy that he'll have the time of his life,
or worried that he'll be mingling around with the wrong crowd or be at the wrong place at a wrong time during the whole 3 months,
or feel sad that he's leaving and I have noone at home to accompany me to go Telawi for a stroll or hang out at Pelita for a late lunch, or just a walk in the park.

Either way, I don't feel like I am going to like it.

I am definitely going to miss my dear Nik Aiemen Razieq after his SPM.

He was a definitely a brother for the past 15 years of my life, and I hope that doesn't change for the next 80 years in my life, insyaAllah.

I would love to be by his solid self through thick and thin. Through rough and smooth. Through everything.

Yes, Abang, your little sister here actually spend her precious time writing a long article about you on her social blog without revealing the thought to you.

What is life without a little hiccups here and there, ay?

I shall be strong.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

I Need a Better Reference

2010-07-14T20:03:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

So, I wonder. What do you do when all you do is just sit around, waiting for the night to come, forcing to not scratch your injured part of your face?

I would like the answer to be solat and doa.

.. but no?

Just

So

Disappointed!

I should really stop wasting and start picking up what has been left way behind.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

PS: I think I really need to migrate to Alaska.

Run, Don't Walk.

2010-07-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I wish I was still in my primary days, not knowing of what life could offer. And never wonder.

... but I definitely been there and done that! Hehe.

Primary school? This morning, Daddy shocked me with a news of his friend's son's Sports Day. I was thinking.. Sports Day during this time of the year?

WOW! Awesome.

So, he asked me to get ready the camera, and also myself. By 8, I was happily dress in my favourite purple sweater and my favourite pair jeans (which I have intention on making it look real loooose and torn and whatnots hoho!). The school is one of my scenery of school. The field was huge. The school has ample of parking lots. Ample spaces here and there, just bliss. And it's down the hill, surrounded by tress.

I wasn't assign to take pictures, but whenever a camera is in hand, I would never miss an opportunity to capture some good ol' memories. Like Dad would always say, "Those pictures taken are going to be put in a slideshow during your wedding reception. At least 50 slides of it ok?"

The kids seeeeeeeems so excited! I mean like, when was the last race I had being tied up to another person shouting, Left! Right! Left! Right!

Oh wait, I never was in a race before.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

I Don't Know What to Feel

2010-07-10T07:31:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

So the only thing that I look forward to every weekend is the progress of the house. Just that only thing.

And sleep.

Haven't feel that last night.

Due to staring at Jacob and glaring at Edward for two hours. Oh and also figuring out what is Bella tryin'a do.

Was a tough fight to sleep last night, and I don't know why.

Maybe I was being .. restless.

I miss being restless though it kills my arms and my back. Playing and downloading countless apps on iPod is a though fight!

Argh I just wish I didn't on it.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

PS: About the picture above; it is the front view of the house. Windows are to the master bedroom. I love the whole roof stairs. Many roof sizes on a single wall.

Tahu Tak? Tak kan.

2010-07-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

*ting*

http://www.iloveallaah.com

Ye, ini bukanlah website paling ngetop but it's like having someone to remind you of your sins 24/7 'round the clock.

So click it, for a minute or two. Read up the articles. And *ting*

Don't waste time on Facebook updating your hot status. Have more time reading beneficial articles kay?

Just..

Open your mind a bit wider. Widen your horizons

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Nomads No More

2010-07-04T10:50:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

It feels like home already :) InsyaAllah

Thank you to Daddy, he never fails to fail the three of us, Mummy, Abang and I. He did a very good job renovating the house. Also, the project manager and his "entourage" haha. Yep, they are doing a fine job.

The house is finishing up real good. I can see the real structure now. The rooms, the kitchen, the bathroom. Almost everything. Best part about the house is the windows :} No, its not my most fave window in the whole wide world, the french window.. But its something else. When it is finally done, then I'll upload it, just to share Dad's ideas with the others :)

Apart from the house, probation is up! I am actually having fun. I mean I haven't been saying much to the other part of the human beings in the school, but for the past week, I did :) And I sure feel good about it.

Its like reconnecting. But with dignity and pure confidence. Uhhh, confidence? Right. I am always smiling when I give "orders" and I don't like that -.- Hmp, I still have a month to train myself.

And also, second Open day was on Friday.. and for the first in my school life, my parents didn't present themselves due to some important agenda they had planned earlier. Truthfully, I felt like.. uh!

Anyway!

Alhamdullilah for the week. I am blessed, Allah.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

PS: About the picture above; I was standing outside, at the terrace in front of the additional toilet for the guests, InsyaAllah.

Oh oh oh Dear!

2010-07-02T20:17:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

It's the weekends, and I am better off alone with my parents.

I miss my brother :'(

Ya, kenapa tak pegi kem ibadat?

I myself pon tak tahu la, hmp.

Please, stop pressuring me. This has to end. You have a life. I have a life too k. I don't revolve around your life, only. My life still needs my careless self. So tolerate with me!

Thats the way it is, though I don't understand you anymore.

Ya Allah, hindarkanlah perasaan benci ini dalam diri kami. Amin.

I love you, really. But please.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Remarks(!)

2010-06-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

From today, I learned that whatever comes in my way, I have to accept it, good or bad. Because it's from Allah.

Like Daddy said, Allah would not give bad food to people. People choose to eat bad food.

So, I believe that my skin disease is actually a blessing. It taught me to be a better person, a more disciplined young women and a wiser one too. See, littlest things around you would make the biggest change in you.

My skin is not as smooth as a baby's bum, but it's getting better. InsyaAllah

Even if it's not, my skin would be a lot worse, but tak kan? Alhamdulillah.

You see in life, you will never realize your advantages until it is gone.

This feeling of imperfection.. would not take you anywhere but back in the trash can.

Opt for a wider view. I know, I am still climbing up. But when will I stop? There is no end in this life, but death.

So why stop?

Yeah Aiesya, why did you stop for a moment in your life and think, "why isn't my skin like my Mum or my Dad. Perfectly normal and Eczema free?"

I thought of the only littlest imperfection but how about my advantages?

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Turn the Plate Upside Down, Now

2010-06-25T21:27:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

You know what is weird?

Feeling sick but body temperature is perfectly normal, Alhamdullilah.

I don't know why, But I feel so exhausted. It's like something is draining out my energy.

I think its the skin, but why this bad, huh?

Whatever comes in my way, I am blessed.

Ok?

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Day #4 back in High School

2010-06-24T21:18:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Saya jatuh sakit..

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Day #2 back in High School.

2010-06-23T06:47:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I enjoyed school as much as I did. Ops. Jokin' ;)

But it wasn't that hard to recover my sleeping cycle. So, I won't be ending up coming to school with a face of a zombie.

Homeworks? Surprisingly ok ok. You know when the clock is ticking furiously for school to finish, I hoped really high for teacher to not give any homework at the last second.

Uh oh. Breakfast is waiting!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

For Fifteen Years.

2010-06-20T10:47:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Dadddddddddddy! Happy Fathers' Day yo!

But.

You know that everyday is Fathers' Day, kan. No big deal oh!

As always, I didn't get anything for him :( It's like I don't want to...

But all I could give to Daddy is always show my good well-being in front of others, just like how he taught.

And also, score well in school.

And also Doa for his health, wealth and seek for forgiveness from Allah for him.

I will never stop Dy, from loving you. No matter whuuuut.

Yea, I still remember how he used to do all my Arts project. It's not like I don't wanna do it, I did, but he picked me up and said, "Why didn't you tell me, aiyo. Now, biar Daddy buat."

Why? Because he's good at it.

He's creative in many ways.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Yellow is the Colour

2010-06-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I am gonna miss this place for quite awhile now..

Left home at around 9.45, used the LEKAS (Lebuhraya Kajang Seremban) Highway.. Joined with the new Bukit Putus Highway, splendid splendid road, but Dad likes the old one better.

Reached the kampung house at about 10.45. Yepyep, it took us only an hour, which was.. unusual. Haha.
Got ready and played with my two new nieces, Alyssa and Aisy :)

Alyssa is so cute, she has huge eyes, she loves playing clapclap with me haha.

(Daddy Mummy, adik nak adik please)

Seri Menanti looked better than the last time I went there. No more shits on the road, new lamps installed by the road side, even on the road (reflectors). Like Dad said, "Kampung ni nampak lagi cerioo (ceria)."

Got ready for the wedding half an hour later (because Abang Acip brought us on a tour in the Istana Diraja Seri Menanti). Walked to the wedding place (because it was just 3 houses away, 3 houses meaning a big field surrounded by the house, each ahahah). Okay, it was just a short walk, but hot in the sun.. Mm :)

The wedding felt.. wedding-ish with a touch of some traditional feel! The food was splendid! Also, met a few people unexpectedly. From ex-neighbours to ex-schoolmates. Hoho

After an hour full with eating and talking, went back to the house and prayed. It was in the afternoon, but it wasn't that hot though, because trees were like dividers. No concretes, none... Ok, maybe a few. But not as much as in the town lah.

Played with Alyssa sumore! Oh she is a cutieeeeeee.

I want adik! I want adik! Ya allah, Ya Tuhanku kurniakanlah Nik Aiesya Rafieqa seorang adik bagi menemaninya pada saat bosan, sedih, gembira dan lain-lain, Amin :)

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They Were Sitting, Sitting

2010-06-19T09:13:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Wake up in the morning feeling so fatfat! And I have panda eyes! Of course of course, I slept past midnight and woke up at 6.40 to perform my Subuh prayers.

Cannot sleep back because heading out soon for a wedding, but first stop is at Warung Nasi Lemak in Kajang(maybe).. But I don't see myself eating more rice, zzzzz.

I feel bloated no kidding.. but!

I feel happy :)

... and fat!

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I've Got to Be Good

2010-06-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I think I'm almost done with my English presentation. Yes, the English presentation. I know I only had to cover 3 chapters but I need it to be perfect..

But it turned out so blabla :( Wasted much??

It's okay, I am trying. The teacher would understand (I hope).

What's tomorrow's agenda? Right, off to Seri Menanti early in the morning. Beauty sleep, beauty sleep.

Hihi

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Coming to an End!

2010-06-18T19:32:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Sleepovers; One of the best two weeks so far in the year 2010. Well, minus the homeworks lah, would be the best. It's good to finally have 3 girls at a time in my room. Imagine having 4 girls, strings to be used for making friendship bracelets, and a TV. Hmmmmmm sleeping at 3 in the morning la kot! I love you girls lah; Athirah, Nadiah and Hanim :)

Movies; Two movies in a week. I felt like I was throwing away money, but nah. 'Cos I watched it with'em loves ones :D First, Karate Kid, a mustmust watch. Then, Lagenda Budak Setan, highly recommended to those who loves watching a slow and tragic.. Weird, the DVDs that Mummy bought is still left unopened in front of the TV at home ahahaha, sorry better luck next time.

Food; Oh favourite part(!) I gained a lot of weight.. Wasn't suppose to eat rice, but parents' cooking is simply delicious. Also, I cooked my very first gulai masak kuning. It's a Malay traditional dish, originated from Negri Sembilan. The truth.. YUMMY! I am proud of myself. Alsoalso, I baked three different cupcakes recipes from the book Daddy bought me in March for my fifteenth birthday. First it was the banana cupcakes, then the lemon cupcakes, lastly the cinnamon and apple sauce cupcakes. It's interesting to be in the kitchen and learn new stuff. Truth to be told, Daddy and Abang are potential chefs in this family ahahahaha. No kidding.

Homeworks; Hahahahaha N/A

Weddings; FOOD FOOD! Having the last weekend tomorrow means having the last wedding for June. I so can't wait because the wedding is going to be held in one of the village, Seri Menanti, Negri Sembilan, so the food must be really delicious too.

Myself; ????? I am still stuck with being the lazy, inconsiderate bitch who is still stuck at thinking what am I gonna do next. Haihzo.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Your Heart, ew.

2010-06-13T08:32:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

I quote myself, ".. you are nowhere to be seen.."

Like hello self, you have Allah all of the time.

You don't need nobody to lend their ears to your filthy mouth full of filthy stories to be unfold.. because you got, Allah :) Creator of'em all. He would listen. He would know what's gonna happen, kan?

So why are you still in denial dear self? You should know better than this.

I don't have to wait for someone to come by and say, "Hey, what's up with you?"

See, human beings, their forgetful. Forgetful of nothing but their creator. Why?

Ask yourself.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Your Love is Like A Shadow of Me All of the Time.

2010-06-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Once, twice, thrice. Who's breaking who's?

I don't know what to do, I'm always in the dark.

Soon,
we'll know ;)

I just need to flow this all out but you are nowhere to be seen.

The truth is I don't even know what's the matter.
Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

When the Sea Starts To Crumble

2010-06-12T10:18:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

Morning! I have fifteen more minutes to spare before I go and take my shower. Wedding wedding wedding mania lah this weekend. I hope I survive, because the venues are beyond my usual boundary. I am happy really, to get out of this urbanized place and go somewhere.. village-y? Hihi

We, The Nik's putted our heads together and decided to wear silver for the wedding today. The last time I wore my silver baju kurung was last year or the year before.. or a very looong time ago. Hope it still fits though.

Sometimes I wonder.. How would my wedding day be like? Would it be simple? Would it be.. normal? Or would it be a grand one? I've always talk about weddings being held at the beaches, "7 people on the beach"; Tok Kadi, Daddy, Mummy, Myself, Future Husband, Future mother-in-law, Future father-in-law.

... Ok just kidding.

But the thought of it feels so natural, relaxing and calming. Of course I would want all of my family members to be there when I get married.

Ya Allah, I am just fifteen! What am I talking about.

Anyways hahaha, this morning was full of productivity. I managed to finish my Geography notes (which I felt like I started a fortnight ago) and my index for my Kemahiran Hidup (index? Yea talking about doing lame things..) and prepared a few bracelets so that I could do the knotting on the way to Seremban later.

Oh! Also practiced the new song, Stand By Me. Usually I don't practice it, but I just had the urge and didn't wanna get Felix disappointed again, and didn't wanna waste time in class with practicing rather than learning anything new. It's like we go to class to practice previous lessons, ergh. Bad bad girl!

... darling, darling Stand By Me. ooo Stand By Me.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Gone With the Wind

2010-06-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

What are my plans for today?
Homeworks.

Just kidding :D Haven't touch any of it yet, I feel so bad because its already after Wednesday and I haven't finish 10% of my homework.

Argh

Why am I so lazy?

Its I am being selfish. Shit shit. And the bracelets. Aduh. Haven't start that too. Again, I need a turning point.

I should stop just right here. Or after I customize somethings here and there. -_____________________-

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Don't Call My Name, Manja!

2010-06-09T08:04:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me another day :)

What was the first thing I said this morning? Hmm, I wish, I wish it was Alhamdulillah, Segala pujian bagi Allah, but I didn't right? Haih, what has gotten into you der!

Mmm, tuition is in less than two hours, yep it starts at 930 in the morning. It's ok, tuition helps. Tuition gives you benefits while you're on a holiday. ever thought of that? Hmm, but the thought of not being with Daddy, Mummy makes me feel "Eeeeee, I don't want to spend my holiday with tuitions!" -_____- Orang yang tidak bersyukur.

Yes people, I still hug my Daddy, Mummy. Yes people, I still eat from my Daddy's, Mummy's hands. Yes people, I am actually quite scared to not live with Daddy, Mummy. Yes people, I feel like living with Daddy, Mummy after I get married.

.....

And I just realize that after seeing my almost-17-year old brother who is always "busy" managing his almost-finish-school life, with family life, friends, prefect etc. Hm, I don't wanna be some stupid junkie who sucks on their parents' money to live.

Yes, I wanna be successful so that I could provide a better life for my parents.

But I don't see the road to that just yet. I am stuck at getting the tar ha ha. I have no money! -___- Mummy! Daddy!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

"Remember Me on This Computer" hahaha

2010-06-08T09:34:00.002+08:00

First few days were spent with the family, laptop, handphone, bed, food etc.

Hm, where did the word homework ran? :O My target to finish up all of the homeworks was on Wednesday, which is tomorrow, which is also in less than 24 hours. You see, I know some of my friends who finished theirs way before the start of this two weeks holiday. *Jealousy.

Sometimes I wonder, is there a separation between the Good jealousy and the Bad jealousy.
Isn't Jealousy.. kedengkian? Its a sin to do so. So did I just commit a sinful act?

Oh Allah. Forgive me, dear Allah..

It's not jealousy, it's competition.

Why would it be a competition? Oh dear self, do not pollute yourself with negative thoughts. But indeed I have a dateline. This cyber-world is making myself turning into a lifeless loner who stays at home, but doesn't feel at home. Who has a Family but doesn't feel like being it. Who has faith but doesn't feel like putting faith in anything.

Awesome line, Aiesya.

My life, is at a stake if I don't start putting a line in between my needs.

Ohhhhh wow! Health check for this laptop just appeared. Er, since when ha? I never knew a laptop needs a "health" check. All I know is "Scan for threats" .. "Threats found, kill it!" "Your computer now is secured" :)

See how little information my brain has, yet I am not doing anything about it. All I know is power on, online. Power off, offline.

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Current Issue

2010-06-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

I never thought that it'd be easy

Cause we both so distant now

And the walls are closing in on us

And we're wondering how

No one has a solid answer

But just walking in the dark

And you can see the look on my face

It just tears me apart

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)

And we cry and cry and cry and cry

And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)

And we try and try and try and try

So it's up to you and it's up to me

That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth

Down to Earth, down to Earth

On our way back down to Earth

Back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth,

Back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth

And mommy you were always somewhere

Daddy I live out of town

So tell how could I ever be normal somehow

You tell me this is for the best

So tell me why am I in tears?

(Woah) So far away, and now I just need you here

So we fight (we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)

And we cry and cry and cry and cry

And we live (we live) and we love (we love)

And we try and try and try and try

So it's up to you and it's up to me

That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth

Down to Earth, down to Earth

On our way back down to Earth

Back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth,

Back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth

We fell so far away from where we used to be

Now we're standing and where do we go

When there's no road to get to your heart

Let's start over again

So it's up to you and it's up to me

That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth

Down to Earth, down to Earth

On our way back down to Earth

Back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth, back down to Earth,

I never thought it'd be easy

Cause we both so distant now

And the walls are closing in on us

And we're wondering how

Down to Earth by Justin Bieber

Its the lyrics, not the singer, not the sound. No

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

You Know What My Problem is?

2010-06-06T17:41:00.007+08:00

I love to eat but not knowing of what the name is. Especially for the kuihsssss.

Hikhik ;)

So, to enhance my knowledge and You readers, Im'ma post it up here.

Kuih lompang. Not that sweet, but ok lah,

Kuih Buah Melaka or highly popular known as Onde-onde. I guess it is named after a sugar called gula melaka is because gula melaka is present in the kuih, ahaha! It's really sweet and you have to eat one kuih all at once, if not the sugar would be dripping out. I tried making this, definitely a hard work!

Kuih kosui. A popular Nyonya palm sugar kuih from Malaysia and Singapore.

Kuih Keria or Kuih Gelang. Shape of a ring, highly popular known as DONUTS!

Kuih Bingka Ubi. It feels oily but tastes very sweet!

Kuih Rengas or Kuih Gendang Kasturi. Made from green beans and coconut.

Kuih Abuk-abuk. It is uses the steaming technique. Sweetsweet!

Kuih Koci. It uses the banana leave as a wrapper. This also uses the steaming technique to cook it.

Kuih Keladi. A savoury, nice to eat as an appetizer,

Mmm :p This post is making me hungry, so I am gonna catch some fish in the sea! Haha, k just kidding.
Hope some of you out there enjoyed those few pictures k!

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq

Not Sincere Enough?

2010-06-04T11:11:00.000+08:00

It was definitely a sincere thought but you, you polluted it.

Manusia,

...

Okay! Today marks 4th of June, was supposed to be the last day of the first semester for me, but I skipped it hihi. Stayed at home, ironed mah Daddyh's baju melayu for his Friday's prayers. And practiced some guitar chords (which I haven't been doing due to last week's Wesak Day, I feel so bad to face Felix, my guitar teacher later, wekkk!) and also read the novel, Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. Yea, just started reading it with full commitment! If it weren't for the presentation, then I wouldn't even have the slightest tick in my heart to peruse through the book!

Oh bad bad girl, but the story is full with "foreign" language. Foreign in the sense which, it's not normal, it's unusual. In the older days, when the book was published, the author wrote it toooo long, so someone managed to shorten and it became our literature education for Form Three.

Nice story indeed, but it doesn't make sense. Uh, k.

Plan for the holidays? I have yet to plan, but life do not need planning. I am going with the flow! Oh, wait. The homewerks! Aiyaya, k for the better, I should finish it all by the first Wednesday of the first week.. InsyaAllah.

I wanna recite the holy Quran with Daddy too :) He's been nagging about it, aiya! Deee, chill la. I am always here hihi.

And companions for some movies and shopping? Hmmmm(!)

Who says I am Normal, NkAsyRfq